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Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
03:36
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Wanting it here isn't doing it there
Thoughts we think here never really hold up
Bought some of this and a little of that
I was worried I'd never sleep again
It went from the night, into my lungs
And into my blood, back into the day
It's literally always following me
I can't stay home for the weekend
I was afraid
I was alone and I cut the wrong wire
I was afraid to say your name
While you were out we came across
Whatever it was you're capable of
I'll be on board, I'll be on board
Until you decide it's over
I hate how I am and probably
How I will be when we give up
I'm moving my mouth without meaningful sound
I can't stay home for the weekend
I was afraid
I was alone and I cut the wrong wire
I was afraid to say your name
I pinch myself, it's not a dream
Just life behind walls and walls of glass
I see the things, see all the things
And what now? What am I supposed to do now?
They move away, they lose their glow
My brain's sending signals, my body is numb
A ticking sound, a blinking light
This is it, this must be it for me
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2. |
Protocol
04:01
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I don't mind
Regretting everything like all the time
As long as it's with you
How we love
Being close without being close enough
Remember
This is not a contest you can just reenter
Whenever you like
Now it's known
We're so much less together than we are on our own
We're barely people, baby
We've ended up somewhere we don't belong
We're wondering if we're allowed to go
Compromise
We're in it to win it, are we doing this right?
Putting in hours
Differences
Used to be intriguing till we lost interest
Honesty
Is your way of taking all that belongs to me
By saying it first
Intimacy
Is diplomatically unstable territory
I dare not enter, baby
We've ended up somewhere we don't belong
We're wondering if we're allowed to go
Has it always been this difficult?
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Oh my god, is that really you?
If you are here, then where am I?
I blacked out, I blacked out
You found me a bit too late
Things have changed, it's different now
Nothing old applies anymore
I was lost, I was lost
Sometimes I wish I still was
Rack and ruin, what are you doing?
We feel slightly less ideal
Slightly less alive
And it's over now, boy, it's over now
Nothing ist beginning, everything's too late
I'm stuck in a loop repeating one single mistake
So I can keep on feeling I've never had chance
And never ever tell you what I'm really up against
I remember nothing, I'm cheering for myself
Numbing all my thoughts whenever one of them rebels
I could never follow, neither can I lead
I'll do anything as long as we don't have to meet
The present is so very thin
Fold your hand
Seal the door
Heal the dead
It is the one, the one thing we need
We feel slightly less ideal
Slightly less alive
And it's over now, boy, it's over now
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4. |
Monodialogue
03:42
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Now that you're tied to my boiler
Who sent you, who's your employer?
This isn't just paranoia, you'll see
I've really tried to avoid this
But I'm a casualty of my choices
So much for being guided by the voices in our heads
You'll never get it right
Once it's found its way inside
Tell me why I dream about the end
We crawl through the sewers like vermin
While the wheels of the earth keep on turning
It's not up to us to determine our fate
We've known each other for so long
I can't let our death be a slow one
I'm sorry, I cannot let this go on anymore
I have to get it right
Before it finds its way inside
Tell me why I dream about the end
As long as it's letting us live
We can walk, walk freely
And if we walk far enough
We'll be gone, gone completely
I could not get it right
Because it's always been inside
I guess that's why I dream about the end
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Catastrophe
02:38
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Don't answer the door when they knock, keep it locked
You've had too much time to digress, arabesque
They are company you never chose, it follows
We don't approve and we're trying to help, nothing else
With all that is lost, our line has been crossed
It's there because you can only lose your mind once
Your spiraling eyes were once so awake
You are still so young, everything else is too late
Self-control ist but a dream you keep waking up from
The answers never came, now even all the questions are gone
And you're still here in the middle of nowhere, anywhere
What in the world are we going to do about you?
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6. |
Fix It In Post
05:06
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Isn't it weird, we know nowhere but here
Yet we're giving it five out of ten
The problem may lie within what is implied
By everything having to end
A circular track reaching all the way back
The future becomes past and dies
Standing in line for an infinite ride
Price of admission's too high
We wait, we're doing it by the book
We wait, but nothing is happening
Show us a way, we promise we'll never say no
If there was a god, and I know there is not
But let's just for a second assume
Would he wear a shirt always covered in dirt?
Would he be drunk daily by noon?
We wait, we're doing it by the book
We wait, but nothing is happening
Show us a way, we promise we'll never say no
No, there ain't much there that's there
Just a greenscreen and some amateurs
But we'll work on it, we will
Find a spark and something to ignite
We wait, we're doing it by the book
We wait, but nothing is happening
Show us a way, we promise we'll never say no
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